I Almost Never Experienced This

        This holiday, I went on a hike (or trek? Don't really know the difference haha) with a group of strangers. I had my friend with me but it's his friend group so I don't entirely see them as my friends. They're more closer to strangers than friends. Anyway, it was super exhausting but fun. I got to try a lot of things I haven't tried before and will never try if I'm with other people. I was with a group and alone at the same time so it was kinda nice. 

         While I was doing those things, I thought to myself: I almost never experienced this. As you all know from my previous entries, I tried to off myself a week before my birthday this year. If I were successful, I wouldn't be here today. I wouldn't be able to see that view and to jump from those falls. It was weird. Haha. I don't feel any sadness or worry. I just feel strange like a simple turn of events can change the course of a lifetime. 

         Here's a picture of me, smiling at the summit with the scar on my wrist. Cheers! 🥂